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I felt terribly restless the last couple of days. The schedule Dr. Hamilton made for me continued as usual, but since I used the content of the box Dr. Tachikawa sent me, I enjoy the extra animal-uploads. It is every time again a very special experience. Most of the uploads are from chimpanzees in the wild. Lovely. Those animals have nothing to worry. It relaxes me nicely……. wait, I see…. Sometimes I’m a bit confused, but that is only shortly. It’s like I suddenly fall back into the uploads they gave me. Then I have to stand up and walk a bit. Feeling my own body for a while and then it is over. Every day I go for a walk in the forest after dinner. A nice hike and enjoying the rest. Halfway this walk I take an upload and I lie down at the waterfront of a small stream.

Dr. Hamilton came to me this afternoon after the extraction. He told me he wrote to Rosanne last week. Just as I suggested him to do after our conversation. “And”, I asked. “What was her response?” “Nothing, nothing at all. I am starting to worry.” That was weird. Usually she responses quite quickly on e-mails and such. He suddenly looked like one of the people behind the fences…….Oh no, that was in an upload. “Rosanne, yes, Tokyo, dr. Tachikawa… bananas”. I shake my head and stretched out.

“Shall I go searching for her?” I suggested. “Going to Tokyo to see if I can find her.” “That’s a possibility to leave her easily.” I suddenly thought. No one would ask what I’m heading for this time. Everything officially arranged with ‘The Big Boss’. “I shall arrange a ticket for you” dr. Hamilton suddenly said. “I find it a very good idea, I actually wanted to ask you this.” “That is not necessary, I already have a ticket” I wanted to say, but I swallowed these words at the last moment. If he wants to pay, I don’t mind. “You know Adrian,” said Hamilton. “I feel responsible for this whole community.” “I really hope you can find her quickly.”  “I was playing with this idea of searching for a while already, I miss her a bit.” I said. “There is nobody who has occupied her position.” “I haven’t appointed someone as a hostess on purpose, because she can do that the best.” Said dr. Hamilton. “And I thought she would be back soon.”